Andamooka Rough Opal
Raw Fire Opal
Tree Fossil with Opal Rings
This is why opals are my favourite thing ever
I only got to have my baby for five weeks.
Half of that i spent absolutely terrified.
Only the last few days was i starting to get excited.
This hurts so ungodly bad. Both physically and emotionally.
Im so drained. Im so emotionally done.
Confided in my mom tonight.
She told me some things that i didnt know about her
She thinks im knocked up. She wont say it, but when i told her how i was feeling lately…. i saw it.
Then she gave me a clinic to check out.
I just wanna cry. I dont want to make this decision.
I hope to god im not.
I dont think i can lose another baby.
Im not sure if i can emotionally handle what im about to have to do.
Just doing research on it reduced me to tears.
I have never been so terrified and unsure in my entire life.
Im so lost right now.